Feeling

I have come back Taiwan for more than two months. During these time, I had a part time job, traveled Korea, and traveled Japan. Now it seems time to find a job. I also want to get a job as soon as possible because the feeling to spend money without income is not really security.

However, my mother's toe surgery forces me to postpone sending my resume. Because she will have trouble in walking after surgery, I need to help her do some house work and assist her. That is what I should do to be a daughter. Making money is less important than my mother's health.

For this reason, I feel I am still on a vacation and I have a lot of time everyday.

But no one knows I am also sick now. It is not my physical disease; it is my heart. My heart is stolen and I am looking for it. Actually, I want to have a busier life so that I can forget my hurt.